P A P E R L O V E

Tonight was the last night that I’ll ever have to work a white collar job. Or is it blue collar… I never got that whole metaphor Anyway, it was nice finally being able to leave Perkins after the 7 months of constant oppression. I should have been able to move up to a certified trainer within the first 2 weeks but some douche that was handling the entire operation must have said that I would not be a good trainer. (this was all information I found out before I was accepted into college). I would have done a much better job than our current PM trainers. We have a new girl that is working, and she’s having to ask a million and one questions because her trainer didn’t do that great of a job. It’s ridiculous if you ask me that people can’t teach other people a job that they’ve been doing for over 6 months, on a daily basis. It’s not effective to be like, oh here you go, this is the machine we use to put orders in. It’s pretty self reliant and idiot proof. You should pick up on it sooner or later. >:O

Another thing, I start college in exactly one week I’ll be typing away on a blog in my dorm room. It’s quite exhilarating thinking about it. I’m going to miss all the friends that I made here in Apopka.. But I know that I’ll make even more when I’m down in Boca Raton.

I got really bored this afternoon, and decided to make what my dorm room looks like, I put in furnishings so people would get an idea of the person/space ratio…

Hello there blogger’s. I’m Thomas, Obviously I’m a boy. I’m not complicated, and I’m not self centered. I don’t place myself higher than anyone else and I show respect for those who show the same to me. I’m a very simple person to get along with. I’m not a person of wanting everything in life. I’d be happy living in California for the rest of my life with myself.

Now for the most important details about me. As before, i said i was very simple & well for the most part i am. Such as i simple like walking and or/driving around for no reason at all. Going to the lake for not apparent reason at all. And as even far as laying in bed watching CourtTV (now the new TruTV) all day. I’m not very big on going out to dinner much because i’d rather have a sandwich at home while watching the Disney Channel. :]

Friends never make assumptions about you. They never expect a reason to go out with you. In fact friends only expect you to be you.

For the most part my friends are number one in my life over anything, especially createblog. My friends mean the world to me and there isn’t anyone on here that could replace them. I love them to death, and I know that no matter what, they will be there to help me and guide me through every day that I am alive. As i would do the same for them.

Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence.

I’m an extremely happy person. I naturally find humor in everything. Some may misconstrue me as immature but I’m only living life. So Get over it. I laugh at pretty much everything. Even stuff that might not be even funny at all. I’m the person in the movies that busts out laughing at the most awkward part of the movie as everyone places their eyes on me for laughing. :o/

Don’t rely on someone else for your happiness and self worth. Only you can be responsible for that. If you can’t love and respect yourself - no one else will be able to make that happen. Accept who you are - completely; the good and the bad - and make changes as YOU see fit - not because you think someone else wants you to be different.

I’m a nice person and I respect just about everyone, but in return I expect to get the same from them. So if you want to talk to me, please don’t criticize me or try to put me down. I strongly suggest that you try to have an interesting conversation with me and I promise we’ll get along. Thank you. :o)

Aim high, work hard and care deeply about what you believe in.

I do my best to stay on top, I like to accomplish everything that I put in front of myself, I get lost in my own mind. I have never once stopped something because I didn’t feel like doing it. I’ve always been a procrastinator but hey, least I’m consistent ;o)

Life is quite boring after graduation actually. I really haven’t gone out much since the last day of school. The best thing about graduation was probably getting to see all of my friends and family. Of course the graduation presents too. I can’t wait to be back down in Boca representing the Owls. College life is going to be fun. (I start in June btw) I’ve decided to take 7 units of classes, which is about 3 classes, to get my math class out of the way, and take algebra or trig during the school year.

Thank You subway for being right down the road from me. I think I really have been eating healthier since I made you a priority to me 3/7 days of the week. A lot of stuff will happen next year. It’s still quite shocking to me that I’m moving forward and onward starting only a month from now.

So, I tried to make a cb tag video, however, when I tried to record it after I tested it the first time, it appears that my mic doesn’t want to pick up low sounds. Therefore, I’m going to do it when I get home from school tomorrow. I’m really insecure about merging the agenda’s of my online life, and my real life, especially with my family.

I don’t need to end up like that myspace girl. Haha xD, so anyway, I’m planning on having that video posted by tomorrow afternoon, 2:45ish, tomorrow, I have to work too.

Graduation is right around the corner, we are trying super hard to try and get stuff done, in order to finish the year on a good note in SGA.

I’ll post again later, I’ve also been adding myspace code pages to the sidebar, from my freewebs account that I started a long time ago, but never finished, and I want to have both of them together, so if you want to use a code, feel free to, you can send me an emailto augustrusch[at]yahoo[dot]com, but don’t try to spam that inbox, it’s not my main email, so, it won’t harm me any bit. lol

Economics

• Business Weeks & Profiles in Economics
• Chapter 19 & Chapter 20

English

• None… Yet.

AP Biology

• Exam Study Guide
• Lab 6 (?)

Analysis of Funcions

• Spring Board

It’s been a long time since I’ve been able to indulge myself with my real passions. I love webdesign, and I like going out. I haven’t been able to do a lot of what I used to do because of my own lifestyle changes.

I wish I was 16 again. Life, well mine at least, seemed much simpler then. I had a boyfriend, and we loved each other. Sadly, I wasn’t able to keep him, because my feelings left for another guy. But that didn’t work out either. Now, I am 19 and single, alone. Not liking it very much.

I haven’t had a lot of time, “free time” to pursue my passions, piano, web design, video games. But I am liking that since school is almost over, that I am beginning to have time for these things once again.

School has gone by so fast, I can’t even remember the first day this year. It really has blurred by. I can’t believe that I only have about 30 some odd days left to go. I want so bad for it to be over. I wake up every day with a headache, and I am constantly getting small headaches, even when I think about the smallest things.

I guess Edna Parker was right, when she said that life is much easier, if you don’t dwell on things that upset you. I am constantly overlooking myself, thinking to myself that I am not good enough, that I could be better. There are a lot of ways that I can be better, starting with being a better person. I don’t share my feelings with anyone, nor do I tell anyone how I really feel. I could tend to act more like the people in today’s age. I don’t sweat out loud to anyone but myself, which is really weird, but I find it very awkward to say a swear word. >.< just my persona.

I have recently been more active in my online community createblog.com, I also applied to be a part of their staff team, I think I have a good shot to get on, but I do have a lot of dis-supporters. Who raise questions about my past, but I have given them responses, lengthy ones at that for their questions. I still get asked more questions regardless.

I’m really about to snap! With the constant questions I get everyday. I can handle it on the internet, because I can always ignore the question, and come back to it later, but since the first day of class, in English, I have always been one of the smarter or more observent kids in my English class, therefore, I am the person with all the answers. In the beginning it was sort of alright. Now, however it seems like it’s an everyday thing, and the next time I get asked a question, I swear I’ll snap.

I’m currently reading, well sort of reading Twilight By Stephenie Meyer… again. I read the book for the first time back in 10th grade 2005 when it first came out, I had not seen a book come out in the longest time, usually books in my library date back to 2001. So I picked it up and started to read it. It really brought me in, most times, books with relationships, and romance, are usaully geared towards girls, however this books is for both genders. I really enjoy reading it, even though it is about 500 pages in length. My one fear, that like other sagas, other than Harry Potter of course, when one story continues for a great length, (ie. Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants) I became bored with the books, quickly. I really hope the Twilight Saga is promising.

Well that’s all I’ve got to say for today, maybe I can finish my Economics homework to hand it all in today, maybe I’ll just hand in 16 and 17 today, and turn in the rest on Monday